Violent Dreams

I don't think you know that,
I could have done better.
If I'd never met you.

I remember when,
Out of a sudden you were there,
Pretending to stay forever.

It seems so clear to me that,
The day I've touched you,
I felt how much i loved you.

If only I had known,
What I know today,
My mind would have changed.

Do you still miss me, when you fall asleep?
Does your heart still hurt without me?
Do you still think of me and start to weep?
Well I do, in my violent dreams.

It feels ironic and sad,
If I never had fallen in love,
Would I still believe in?

But I regard this scars,
As a secret treasure.
A painful pleasure. (of memory)

Do you still miss me, when you fall asleep?
Does your heart still hurt without me?
Do you still think of me and start to weep?
Well I do, in my violent dreams.

Nothing is the same, since the day you came,
I don't seem to rest, since the day you've left.
Nothing is the same, since the day you've claimed,
That you loved me, but your love got strayed.

Do you still miss me, when you fall asleep?
Does your heart still hurt without me?
Do you still think of me and start to weep?
Well I do, in my violent dreams.

I don't think you know that,
I don't regret I kissed you,
I just wish I didn't miss you.

Florian Beier, 26.11.2008